Church Camp '09

seemed like a year ago.
wth..it's been almost a year ago..oh well
shots taken with Daniel's D50 ( i think it was, so LONG ago)
March 20th-23rd 2009 ( ithink so)

Rest place
Doing what we do best
Daniel - posing , Me - texting.

At Kampar.
this is ze Rex Cinema

Chopsticks!!

Blur Keith,Clear Sue Zann

His birthday was on the second day
Joshua!!

Samuel

Josh Josh all the way

The musicians for all the session

Taken by Brandon!

the youths there..one two.three.four.five..six
gosh.so lil youths -.-"

Aunty Angie
mother of Joshua and Samuel

Ryan!

Judith in Daniel's (?) cap..Brandon in the background

Sleeping time durin session.great

The eager part to find chicks at the swimming was a FAILURE
for Brendon and Joe

The game where everyone has to be on that tiny piece of surface
Find me!! hahha

Standing on water shot

And it's Brandon on the drums.woahhoo

During drama.yeahh.
he does that..

Preacher top, far left.Preacher's wift.top, far right

Winning team.like Duh!

Third or second?! hmmm

Everyone that went.
kinda small group.
oh well

No one can be more poser than this guy

The food!

Picture perfect.
going to be accountant

Need i say more

gosh..
what a long time ago event.oh look
i still got RedHotNite pics to post too.
see how, when, where i'll post.too lazy.
oh there's the Fallen From Grace production too.christmas 08
wow.outdated..

We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

zis week

been real crazy.

Football -
with Arsenal losing to Manchester United at the Emirates.
losing to Chelsea at Stanford Bridge..
guess there goes the title..
BUT
how in the world does that affect me right?
i mean others will ridicule me and all.
BUT
no big deal.
i still play the best football in the school than people who talks so much bout football but still fail badly for no apparent excuse
not being a show off but i take facts and put them into words

and Mark the Ridic still talks bout football, weekends only cuz he's in NS.oh well
eh, you should be around, then can go your house
for what?
watch football la!! then what? see Sarah (Mark's sister) meh?
how i know you so horny
WTF?!?
hahaha.jk la bro.you know i so ridic
-.-"

it's weird just listening to football on radio and your heart beats faster and faster.or that's just lame.hmmm
89.9 BFM.nice

Studies -
today.26day, 24books..
pshhh
14books of Math.yes. still 14 from like august -.-"

School -
been pretty routine and all.boring as usual
OHHH
i got screwed by a teacher for helping the chapel team last week
got a telling off by the teacher in front of the whole team
guess i gotta go through audition to be in the team..wow

Radio -
was on Fly Fm yesterday night in a contest called Paparazzi
winner gets Blackberry Curve
on to the next round.could have just taken the hundred bucks
oh well, if i win tonight.i wont wanna go next round.
will take the TWO hundred bucks..hmmmm

i told my friend, winning on radio is f&f.faith and fate
he said greed > faith and fate -.-"
what an equation

ridic betul!

Music -
Mayday Parade
We The Kings
Boys Like Girls
Paramore
Fort Minor
Step Up OST
Glee OST
R&B Trance Hiphop Remix
R&B Trance Clubbin Remix

Full album
in no apparent order of which i love the most and all.but yeahh.those albums are in my phone.which i listen almost 24/7


movie's up.no one to go with though
kinda hate the official unofficial thing.you know what i mean?! gee

oh.im really color blind.i cant different shape some colors -.-"

And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

Paramore - My Heart

heard a song on radio earlier.wasnt Paramore's My Heart, but it was 'Turn It Off'..
sounded familiar and the drum beat sounded like Paramore.listen to Paramore enough and you'll understand..like any other band.signature thing.

random much..



live version is awesome..though an old song

This heart, it beats,
beats for only you
(Please don't go now,
please don't fade away)

Keep Holding On

So far away, wish you were here

and.....

i realized.everything i do..kinda FAIL!!

studies .. 'nuff said


work..


badminton..nothing to show for..


erm. being a good kid at home..Kinda FAIL in the beginning but have been changing..



games!! computer games..fail..


sports - basketball..couldnt make the school team cuz too NOOB
volleyball..played ONE game in MSSD. and that was it
football.people hate me for something im good at ..FAIL much!


hey..im actually good at this


oh..and having a girl..FAIL FAIL FAIL! totally..


and some people say "ben, why are you always so positive?"
im like "wth? o.o *stabs myself*"

guess.it all changed when i watched Legion..the movie eyh..
learnt alot. .. like

i go to bed tonight, and i dont wake up in the morning.would i be proud of what i've done on earth?!

and always to 'have faith!!'
..got my man Sebi to always remind me bout that.no matter how bad the situation im in.just have faith! dawg. lotsa ppl dont have faith in everything that i do.sometimes, neither do i.

and the part of having 'patience'..guess i always have it.though in situations where i seriously can burst.i learn to keep my cool.though some ppl think it's lame..
Sebi told me sometimes i gotta let it out on someone -.-"

and friends which i can have now, but cant keep in the long run
was having a convo on msn just now with on of my friend whom i've known for 3years plus.
starting we were close and all.but when work came into my life.been drifting and drifting away.seems like i dont know that person at all anymore


school's tmr.....ohhh..
school totally sucks.
people hate me there . FAIL.
i pissed my teacher for being late to school
Particularly on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursday
cuz i wanna skip bm.but FAIL .cant do that
oh, number of books i have left are catching up on the number of days i've got left. go figure.
that makes me go crazy

oh, im color blind too ..damnnn

im going on 19 and still in High School..FAIL!

Fine. i wont be emo that way
be happy instead (:

i stopped using the word emo cuz you said it sounded asian and something something...
emo nemo no more (:

No one else figures out this feeling
And how lonely it can get